I’m just going to take a moment to vent, because that’s what tumblr’s for, right?

I know you’re not supposed to regret anything that once made you happy, but I honestly regret my last relationship for multiple reasons.

To start off, our relationship was a POS. God knows why it lasted 8 months, but maybe it was the fact that I was in love with the idea of having a boyfriend rather than being in love with him. It was one pointless argument after another. Every week was something new and it was all fixable things, but somebody was just too stubborn. The more and more I think about it, the more I realize how much I lowered my standards. We were complete opposites from each other. If we went to the same school, we wouldn’t be friends. I honestly don’t know what I was thinking for all those months. The reason why I still think about it is because I can’t get over the amount of time I wasted. I spent so much time and energy on trying to make the relationship work - all for nothing. It went nowhere. All the money, gas, and effort was wasted. And now he won’t leave me alone. He is constantly trying to make amends and rekindle the flames when there is no longer anything there. He thinks I’m playing hard to get, but really, he’s just hard to want. I’ve done everything I can to rid him of my life, yet, he still finds a way to be a part of it. I just don’t know what to do anymore because there is nothing more that I want than him leaving me alone.